Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Thank God for September

I'm glad this month is over with. Nothing but pain, stress and blah has come out of it. In other news my car is still dead. It's either the battery or the alternator. Thursday I get paid so I will try and get it fixed then. I need something to get me out of this funk I'm in. I hate being stressed out and depressed.


In a step to feel the void left by not getting to see my friends because of their school and my work, I have found a couple good anime's to watch. I downloaded and watched the entire series Chrno Crusade which was awesome! I'm starting Girl Bravo witch seems to be another, wimpy guy is loved and chased after by several hot exotic alien girls and then the girl next door. I watched the first episode today and it was really funny so I'm gonna keep with it for now. I got the next 5 episodes that are out so I have that to watch tomorrow. I also am still watching Fullmetal Alchemist, which is 7 episodes from the end of the series and it is getting GOOD! And of course I still have Naruto, which is weekly and no where near the end of the series, so I have that to look forward too. Oh and I almost forgot Monster, which is almost at the end and is getting good. At least I have those things going for me. Oh and I want to either start a campaign or find one to join. I don't care if it's Star Wars, D&D or whatever, I just want to get into some rpgs again. I miss those games I used to play with my brother Ashton and our friend Will. Those were some good times....

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Blarg

Well it seems that the last couple times I posted, it didn't work. Let us catch up. I'm all moved into my new place now. It looks pretty nice and is slowly starting to feel like home. Now if only work didn't keep me out all day so that I could actually enjoy it, it would be great. Work by the way sucks hard. I really, really, really hate my job. In fact, there isn't much I really like about my life right now. I'm frustrated and angry with work, I'm up to my ears in debt because of my student loans, and I feel like I'm never gonna find that special someone to spend my life with. Yeah I know, boo-who for me. But this really has been a bad month. I'm feeling pretty crappy about everything and there doesn't seem to be anything worth looking forward to anytime soon. I'm not even feeling that comfortable around people right now. Last night I was with several people at my place and most were very close friends but I for some reason felt very alone. I have been feeling very lonely lately and want people around but then when they are, I just want to be left alone. Weird I know, but it's been that kind of month. On a potenitally slightly brighter note, I sent out my resume to three different jobs this week so hopefully I will be getting out of food service and move on to something else that I don't hate doing. That would be nice. Speaking of which I have to work all day tomorrow so I guess I should go to bed. The fun begins all over again...

Saturday, August 21, 2004

AHHHHHHH!!!!

Ok this has been the worst week I've had in a long time. Yesterday was by far the worst single day of the week, though that may have been because of everything else prior to it piling up on me. Work is aweful. I hate my job more than before, and trust me I didn't think that was even possible. The new boss is a complete idiot and Kedric and I, the only two supervisors as of now, are having to pull alot of the slack to make up for her idiotness. Then Cathy's dad yesterday at the last minute decides that John and I can't use her furniture so now we are having to scramble to find stuff. I really need to go home to dads so I can get my finicial aid crap fixed, my cell phone working correctly, and to get some more stuff to move in and some furniture that he is going to let us use now. The only problem with this is that I have a Chevolet Cavalier, not big enough to put any thing like furniture in so I have to find a time when John can come and use his dads van to go get our stuff from home. The other problem is work. I don't have another day off till next Saturday and I'm suppose to go to Atlanta for the day, though that will probally change if John and I can't get to home before then. I really feel like yesterday was a waste of time. I took off of work so I could move Cathy's furniture, but that didn't happen, I didn't get any cleaning done at either apartment. The only thing that got done is the cable guy came and hooked up the cable box and internet. John and I still need to go to the store and buy groceries and other stuff that we need for the apartment. I have no idea when we can do that, except maybe tonight after I get off work at 8pm. Sigh. My bank account isn't looking all that hot either right now. I'm killing myself at work and I'm not making hardly any money. I don't understand how that is cause I'm making $8.50 an hour. (way less than I should be by the way), and I'm working between 35 and as of this week 57 hours. I'm either gonna find another part time job or another full time one all together. I'm getting sick of all the bad crap in my life. Isn't it about time for something good to happen? Find a beautiful woman to love me maybe? Come into a large sum of money perhaps? The girl I really love and care for to actually like me!? Throw me a freaking bone here! AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Moving Time

Its that time again. I hate moving. I don't like the packing and cleaning and moving and unpacking. It also cost too much, especially when you don't have that much to begin with. Blah. Anyway, I got everything but my computer, computer desk, and my clothes moved over to the new place. I also got power and cable/internet signed up and ready for us. Charter will come Friday sometime and hook us up with the digital cable box with the movie package and the 3meg internet superfast badassness. I won't be able to move anything tomorrow cause I am working all day, (5:45am till 8:00pm) and will probally be too tired to get anything else done there. I might if I'm still feeling up to it go and do some light cleaning, sweeping, mop, or whatnot, or I may go to walmart and buy some stuff we will need. I want to get a rug for my bedroom and one for the living room since it is all wood floors there. Friday will be the big moving day. John and I have to get the furniture from Cathy and move it over and anything we have to get from his parents house down the street. I am hoping we can make a trip to Calera to my dad's to pick up some small furniture and some other stuff from there and to get my credit stuff worked out. I'm sure we could even get a free meal out of it while we are there. I'll have to see if Cathy and Robin want to join us.
Saturday I'm working closing, and also Sunday which is the first real meal back for the students. Monday I'll be opening for Kedric so he can take care of some stuff at his apartment and then he will take the evening shift for me. This week at work is gonna be hectic. The first week or so of school always is. The next Saturday, the 28th, I'm going with Gabe and Michael to Atlanta for the final battle in the Storm of Chaos which should be very cool. It's gonna be a long week.

Saturday, August 14, 2004

New Home:FOUND

Well I finally have a place to live now for the fall, and well the next year. John and I found a house to rent over on Chapman Street right off of Highland Ave. It is a two bedroom, one bath, fairly large kitchen/dining area and a nice sized living room. The best part is that rent is only $365 a month and split two ways is only like $183 apiece. You can't beat that anywhere. I should be able to start moving in Wed, but I probally won't really get to do much until next Friday when I can take off of work. I will keep you posted on faurther developments as they occur.

Monday, August 09, 2004

Catching up

Lots to catch up on since my last real post. I went this weekend with Cathy to Rome, GA to see our friend Brannon. It was a good trip, we hung out at Barnes & Noble where Brannon works now and I bought the new Star Wars paperback novel. We went to a Rome Braves game on Saturday which was cool. They are the Atlanta Braves's AA team. We drove back on Sunday and that was really about it. Nothing too exciting to tell of but it was a good, fun visit none the less. Today I went into work for a couple hours and cleaned the catering room and fixed the new computer for Kedric. I'm begining to see more and more that the new boss is a complete idiot. She has no idea what she is doing and it's gonna make for some reall hell sometime down the line. I really don't see myself working there for much longer. Or at least I HOPE I won't be...sigh. Anyway, tonight Upchurch and I grilled steak which was awesome and now I'm hoping to play some City of Heros before bed. Look for me on Victory server as either Finwe or Sakura Chan if you want to play together. Oh, I all most forgot, I also painted Archaon on Foot so I should have that on ebay by tomorrow. He should get me at least $40 since he is painted. Well I guess that is about it. Tomorrow I am going to help Cathy move out of her apartment and also hopefully get my living arrangements for the year finished up and finalized.

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Hello???

Does anyone read this or am I talking to myself? Please leave a comment if you do so I know that someone is reading. Its no phone talking to myself online.

Monday, August 02, 2004

Chicago!!!

Well the trip to Chicago was great! We even ended up staying an extra day so we could have time to go around the city and see the sights. The Gamesday Event was cool, probally more so for me cause it was my first time. We stayed with Gabe's Uncle and he took Gabe, Michael and I to a "gentlemens" club where Gabe and Michael who were feeling bad for me since I hadn't had a date in almost a year, bought me a lapdance from a very nice looking stripper named Victoria. That's friendship right there. ;) We then went bar hopping and had a good time that evening. The next day we went to down town Chicago and saw the Field Museaum, Solider Field, Navy Pier, Lake Michigan, The HMS Bounty, and the Sears Tower. We drove to Michael's grandparents that evening and stayed the night and drove back the last 8 hours today. The trip on a scale of 1 to awesome, it rated a AWESOME.