Single still

I asked, she said no, but we are still friends so that is great.  I shouldn't have said anything but I was drunk but that also made it forgiveable so um go alchohol!?  Anyway, I'm leaving for Chicago today with Upchurch and Gabe to go to the Chicage GamesDay.  I will be back sometime late Sunday and I will let you all know how that went.  Off I go!

Nope.

I didn't ask.  I'm too scared of losing one of my best friends if the worst case happens.  Blah.

No regrets?

I can't ignore my feelings anymore.  It can't hurt to ask can it?   CAN IT?!?  We shall see soon enough if I can build up the nerves to ask.  Blarg....

Long time coming

Wow it's been a long week.   Finally the cheerleader camp is over and gone and I can relax some this weekend before another one comes to town on Monday.  I played Michael yesterday in a 2000 point Warhammer game, Skaven vs Chaos.  I came within one point of making it a draw, and earlier on it looked like I might win out right.  One of these days Upchurch, one of these days....  Anyway I was afraid I was going to have to move back home because I wasn't going to be able to afford to live here in Montgomery but John Thornhill is going to move in with me so now I can stay.  Moving back home wasn't going to be a bad thing, I just wanted to take the finaical troubles off of my dad since he is helping me with paying off stuff.  Tonight is Upchurch's 21st birthday party, so that should be interesting.  Then tomorrow it's off to the nearest Gamesworkshop store to play in the nation wide campaign games for this week.

Don't Know

I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't like my job but I don't have anywhere else I can go to at the moment. I hate being alone, not having someone that loves me and that I love. I'm in debt up to my eyeballs and I'm barely making ends meat. This really sucks. Blah.

Trip to the movies

I went with Upchurch and Caleb to see King Aurther tonight, and it was pretty good. It's nothing like the legends, but it's suppose to be based more on the actually person. A different approach for the subject, but it worked well. I played Michael in a game of Warhammer today and lost utterly but I was suppose too. We were play testing some army lists for him and I think he found that he likes what he saw. I bought a copy of the Witch Hunter Codex for Warhammer 40K today while I was over at Visions. That looks like the army I will be playing next, as we start messing some with 40k. Tomorrow is Drink Night again, so I have that to look forward to after a long day of work. Hopefully everyone will be able to make it and we can find a movie to watch too with little difficulty.

Warhammer and stuff

We have decided to start trying to play some Mordheim games, which are skirmish battles set in the Warhammer world using most of the same rules. I created a Witch Hunter warband and a Chaos one that I might use sometimes . The amount of Warhammer games being played should increase here soon because of Storm of Chaos and our own Border Princes campaign that we are running. Maybe I can get in a victory to two. I'm getting sick of losing, even if it hasn't been as bad lately. Two or three times I almost came out on top but I either made a mistake that ruined it or I just didn't have the luck rolling the dice. I finished one of my books I had picked up from Books-a-million. Mark of Heresy a Warhammer novel was really good. I'm starting on Witch Hunter now and so far it is shown to be just as good. Well I'm off now to get ready for the 4th of July party goings.

Before the storm...

This next 3 weeks is going to suck, especially at work. I'm talking 40+ hours a week, and serving 450 cheerleaders one week and 350 the next. I really don't like my job at all anymore and I am starting to search for another one. I need money bad or I'm gonna be in trouble here in the fall. Upchurch's 21st birthday party is on the 16th so that should be fun. There will also be Thursday night drinking club to make the week fun but other than that I don't see much happening in the near future. I'm lonely and I'm getting afraid that I'm never going to find Miss Right. Everytime I think I have I've ended up crushed and totally defeated. Love sucks. At this moment in time, I really hate my life. The little things though are the only thing keeping me sane and not going on a killing spree. SO thanks friends, Warhammer, Anime, good movies, drink night, and rpgs. Your the only things keeping everyone else alive. lol. But as matty used to always tell me, when it rains it pours, and right now it's a bad storm, but sooner or later it's gonna get good again, and I have to just wait the storm out. Sigh.