Before the storm...

This next 3 weeks is going to suck, especially at work. I'm talking 40+ hours a week, and serving 450 cheerleaders one week and 350 the next. I really don't like my job at all anymore and I am starting to search for another one. I need money bad or I'm gonna be in trouble here in the fall. Upchurch's 21st birthday party is on the 16th so that should be fun. There will also be Thursday night drinking club to make the week fun but other than that I don't see much happening in the near future. I'm lonely and I'm getting afraid that I'm never going to find Miss Right. Everytime I think I have I've ended up crushed and totally defeated. Love sucks. At this moment in time, I really hate my life. The little things though are the only thing keeping me sane and not going on a killing spree. SO thanks friends, Warhammer, Anime, good movies, drink night, and rpgs. Your the only things keeping everyone else alive. lol. But as matty used to always tell me, when it rains it pours, and right now it's a bad storm, but sooner or later it's gonna get good again, and I have to just wait the storm out. Sigh.