Blarg

Well it seems that the last couple times I posted, it didn't work. Let us catch up. I'm all moved into my new place now. It looks pretty nice and is slowly starting to feel like home. Now if only work didn't keep me out all day so that I could actually enjoy it, it would be great. Work by the way sucks hard. I really, really, really hate my job. In fact, there isn't much I really like about my life right now. I'm frustrated and angry with work, I'm up to my ears in debt because of my student loans, and I feel like I'm never gonna find that special someone to spend my life with. Yeah I know, boo-who for me. But this really has been a bad month. I'm feeling pretty crappy about everything and there doesn't seem to be anything worth looking forward to anytime soon. I'm not even feeling that comfortable around people right now. Last night I was with several people at my place and most were very close friends but I for some reason felt very alone. I have been feeling very lonely lately and want people around but then when they are, I just want to be left alone. Weird I know, but it's been that kind of month. On a potenitally slightly brighter note, I sent out my resume to three different jobs this week so hopefully I will be getting out of food service and move on to something else that I don't hate doing. That would be nice. Speaking of which I have to work all day tomorrow so I guess I should go to bed. The fun begins all over again...