So much better
I'm feeling better than I have in a long time. Saturday night while drunk, of course, I had a long talk with Cathy over the IM and told her alot of stuff I had been holding in since we broke up over a year ago. I hadn't realized just how much I was holding back and how it was totally eating away at me but I threw it out there and now I feel 100 times better. I also think it may have helped some with our friendship getting some of that stuff out there. It feels more like before we started dating when we were really close friends, and I hadn't realized till that night just how much I had missed that, so it's great having that again.
Now on a slightly less positive note, I can't stand my job anymore. I told Kedric that I'm gonna try to make it through this week and family weekend but after that I was quiting. Of course I also said that if Jo sets me off again, I'm quiting on the spot. He said he didn't blame me and I should do whatever I need to do. That was the same response I got from dad when I told him. As for what I will do for money, I'm not 100% sure. I think I'm just gonna have to take something, anything to get by until I can find something I really want to do, which could be iteresting cause I can't find anything that I like or think I would like doing for a career. Obrian said he could probally get me a job at McCallisters where he worked this summer making $9.50 as a cashier. That's more than I'm making now busting my ass as a supervisor. Also worse come to worse I can go the Best Buy though I hear it's hell there as well or I can go work for Brandue over at ALFA. The ALFA job wouldn't be tooo bad I guess. 6:30am till 3pm Monday though Friday, and no weekends. That's closer to what I'm looking for though ideally it would be 8am till 4 or 9 till 5 but that's ok too. I'm also going to go check at SunCoast and Gamespot at the EastDale Mall, both Books-A-Millions, and Banes & Noble this week. Of course one of the three places I applied too a while back could return my messages and hire me too. Who knows what the future hold?
Now on a slightly less positive note, I can't stand my job anymore. I told Kedric that I'm gonna try to make it through this week and family weekend but after that I was quiting. Of course I also said that if Jo sets me off again, I'm quiting on the spot. He said he didn't blame me and I should do whatever I need to do. That was the same response I got from dad when I told him. As for what I will do for money, I'm not 100% sure. I think I'm just gonna have to take something, anything to get by until I can find something I really want to do, which could be iteresting cause I can't find anything that I like or think I would like doing for a career. Obrian said he could probally get me a job at McCallisters where he worked this summer making $9.50 as a cashier. That's more than I'm making now busting my ass as a supervisor. Also worse come to worse I can go the Best Buy though I hear it's hell there as well or I can go work for Brandue over at ALFA. The ALFA job wouldn't be tooo bad I guess. 6:30am till 3pm Monday though Friday, and no weekends. That's closer to what I'm looking for though ideally it would be 8am till 4 or 9 till 5 but that's ok too. I'm also going to go check at SunCoast and Gamespot at the EastDale Mall, both Books-A-Millions, and Banes & Noble this week. Of course one of the three places I applied too a while back could return my messages and hire me too. Who knows what the future hold?
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